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this is the only place (i think) where no wings needed to fly..

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[Monday, April 25, 2005]

PINDAH
TEMPAT.. PLEASE VISIT MY NEW BLOG OKAY?
DIANTOSANNNN..
sekali lagi ah,, alamatnya
c1oud5even
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s diganti angka 5
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posted by <$15-seven$> * 10:21 AM
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[Wednesday, February 16, 2005]

sumpah ya! ga enak banget gak punya pulsa.. ngeselin.. gak bisa ngebales2 in sms ini..

08180830xxxx
gue udah ngasih kabar, tapi lo ngga ada usaha.. gue besok udah di jakarta. emang susah banget ya?

huee.. sorriii semalem gw ada rapat besar ampe jam 1/2 4 pagi, jadinya hari ini tepar banget! baru bangun jam 4 sore.. maaafff...

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cil, td konstruk, dan nama lu ga dsbut.. kcamata dmn? maaf nanya terus..

aduh gimana dungs ti? btw kacamata lo ada di vq, besok dia bawa, minta maaf yaa!!

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gpp cm nanya aja.. gw kr lo lg d oz, yasut deh gw mo cbt dl neh. abis gada guru. prcm sklh jg

dasar bangor! ya udah heffan ya!!

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apa kabar?

baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!*

*kalo yang ini mah sengaja ga dibales sebenernya, hehehe..







posted by <$15-seven$> * 11:15 AM

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[Sunday, February 13, 2005]

if it's not with you-phoenix

If it's not with you
There is no thing that makes wanna settle down
I thought it was a bad cough
But never knew how much illusions hide a torture
Lonesome & forsaken with no gratitude
Who's goin' to tell, devotion's not your problem
It's me against a wardrobe
Focused on the pain to see how we can get along
Doing things, getting better
I'll move on
Together
The more I try the less I care about it
Together
And if you don't see yourself in the mirror, forget what you did
Together
The more I try the less I care about it
I'm giving up my conscience for another
The only one I want is you
Things I wouldn't do
Try to treat me like a friend, get another late call
I'll lose you for another
Cause you can't believe how much your pleasure is a factor
Writing down the logic of my solitude
As far as I'm concerned I'd like to leave it random
I'm acting like an orphan
Let me get to know you better to make me less attracted
Doing things, getting better
I'll move on
Together
The more I try the less I care about it
Together
And if you don't see yourself in the mirror, forget what you did
Together
The more I try the less I care about it
I'm giving up my conscience for another
The only one I want is you
Parisians all gone
Words they're all gone
Let me tell you
uh...uh...uh....


posted by <$15-seven$> * 12:01 AM
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[Wednesday, February 09, 2005]


seberapa tipis sih 'the gap' antara benci ama cinta?
kalo menurut gw sebenernya gak ada tuh yang namanya gap
tapi yang ada adalah perpotongan dari keduanya
i think i'm in that position rite now
ibaratnya diagram venn
gw lagi ada di posisi perpotongan antara himpunan a dan himpunan b
dan posisi gw berdiri sekarang
mungkin lebih deket ke himpunan benci
iya
benci
benar benar cinta



posted by <$15-seven$> * 8:49 PM

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..

waktu itu hari minggu dini hari, nginep nih di rumah sheila.. niatnya pengen tidur enak supaya nanti pagi bisa fresh soalnya harus siaran pagi sama theo.. tapi, yang ada mata gw ga pernah bisa ditutup, akhirnya stucked lah di FTV. yang saat itu lagi nampilin fashion show koleksi terbaru dari moschino.
hmm.. i have a new goal rite now..
ternyata apa yang gw bilang bagus selama ini, bisa diwakilin sama si moschino ini.. semakin kuat dan semakin jelas sekarang, apa yang pengen gw raih, apa yang gw cita-citakan.. yup! bisa gabung dengan tim dari moschino!!!! wish me luck everybody! sumpahin supaya kuliahnya lancar.. bisa cepet lulus.. bisa cepet ngambil s2.. bisa cepet belajar fashion lebih dalem.. dan akhirnya bisa gabung sama timnya Franco Moschino! amiin!



posted by <$15-seven$> * 4:20 AM
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jahat.
banyak banget orang yang bilang.
selama masih bisa ngeliat dia bahagia.
saya akan bahagia.
jahat.
gw ga pengen cuman ngeliat dia bahagia.
gw pengen ngerasain bahagia juga.
bareng sama dia.
jahat.
kenapa harus orang lain yang bisa bikin dia bahagia?
kenapa gw gak bisa?
dan kenapa dulu gak bilang aja?


posted by <$15-seven$> * 3:34 AM
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cahaya itu datang bersamaan..
yang satu jelas sekali..
sampai-sampai saat mata tertutup pun..
sesuatu itu masih tampak..

yang satu lagi, yang saya harapkan..
datang samar-samar..
sekali kita mengedipkan mata..
susah lagi untuk dicari..

ada saatnya kita ingin tenang saat menutupkan mata..
ada saatnya kita perlu untuk mengedipkan mata..

akhirnya, saya membalikkan badan berlawanan dengan arah datangnya cahaya..
ternyata tubuh saya mebentuk sebuah siluet indah..
ternyata kedua cahaya tersebut bisa saling bahu membahu..
saling mencintai..

walau punggung saya terasa panas..
tapi saya bahagia..
cukup bahagia..
karena sampai saat ini kedua cahaya tersebut masih membentuk siluet indah..



posted by <$15-seven$> * 2:48 AM

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[Tuesday, February 08, 2005]

you know of all the warmth
you feel all the heat
you know that I love you
you know that I must go

I go and hunt for food
and come back loaded with meat
with berries and feathers and pearls
and little eiffel towers

I come and kiss and kiss
kiss and rub the neck
and when and when I come
and when and when

you know that I need you
you know that I'm yours




posted by <$15-seven$> * 2:38 AM

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